Trading Spreadsheets for Sunsets: Am I Ready to Let Go?

Six months ago, I was lying in a hospital bed in Miami, wondering if I’d ever see another sunrise. Now, at 59, I’m staring at my old office keycard, asking myself why I ever let my job become my whole identity. Since my heart attack, I’ve tried to balance cardiac rehab with endless work emails and office politics—spoiler alert: it’s impossible to heal when you’re still worrying about quarterly reports. Every time I check my inbox, I feel guilty for not helping my team, but also resentful that I can’t just move on. Retirement should feel like freedom, right? So why does it feel like I’m stuck in limbo, unable to let go of the drama and deadlines? Has anyone else faced this weird tug-of-war between work and life? I’d really appreciate your advice—because honestly, I’m lost. 🌴💼❤️ #RetirementStruggles #WorkLifeBalance #NewBeginnings #JobCareer