When the Universe Feels Like a Cruel Joke

I’ve tried so hard to accept my life and find peace. I’ve read all the spiritual books, practiced manifestation, meditated, and kept a gratitude journal, but honestly, none of it has helped. I’m just angry at the universe for handing me this life. It feels like I’ve been hit with every diagnosis possible, and love is always unreturned. Every time I think things might change, something else goes wrong. Sometimes I wonder if I did something to deserve all this pain. I’ve been struggling with depression for as long as I can remember, and lately, it’s hard to keep going. Has anyone else felt this way? Please share your story below. #spiritualstruggles #healingjourney #mentalhealth #universequestions #Spirituality