Surrendering to Suffering: My MDMA Meditation Journey

Last night, I meditated on MDMA and found myself face-to-face with the endless cycle of suffering. I realized that every anxiety I have comes from this deep, unending need for survival, love, and attention. There’s no escaping it—suffering and death are at the core of reality. Instead of fighting my thoughts, I surrendered and watched as fear and sadness transformed into love. The meaninglessness of it all is strangely freeing. Full engagement in life is where connection and purpose live. Have you ever experienced a similar surrender? Share your thoughts below. #SpiritualAwakening #ShadowWork #Consciousness #Spirituality