When Trust Turns Into Doubt: My Emotional Rollercoaster 😅🤯

Lately, my relationship with Katie has felt like walking a tightrope. She wants me to open up, but I’ve always kept my feelings locked away. After her mom passed, things got even more intense. I started feeling like she was questioning if I was truly there for her, and honestly, I wondered if she trusted me at all. Sometimes, I catch myself checking her phone or wondering if she’s hiding something—then I hate myself for crossing that line. It’s exhausting. The fear of losing her makes me act out, but I know it’s not fair to either of us. I finally broke down in front of her, ugly crying and all, and she just held me. But I still feel this weird tension, like we’re both waiting for the other to mess up. Have you ever felt like you’re sabotaging your own happiness? How do you rebuild trust when you’re both so scared? Help me out, I’m losing my mind here! 😬🤦‍♂️😵‍💫 #TrustIssues #RelationshipStruggles #EmotionalHealth #RomanticRelationships