I’m Scared to Mess Up My Hair in My Sleep

Every night, I wrap my head in silk like I’m hiding something. I check the mirror twice before bed, making sure every curl is in place, because I’m terrified of waking up to a mess I can’t fix. I used to think a perm would make me look cooler—maybe even more confident. But now, I spend more time worrying about pillowcases and bonnets than actually enjoying my hair. I avoid sleeping on my back. I panic if my hair is even a little damp before bed. Sometimes I wonder if I’m protecting my hair, or just trying to protect the version of myself I want people to see. It’s exhausting, but I can’t stop. Not yet. #MirrorFatigue #HairAnxiety #BeautyBurnout #Beauty #HairCare