I always pictured this chapterāengaged, pregnant, and moving into our first homeāas pure happiness. But now, surrounded by unopened boxes and baby clothes in a new city, I feel more lost than ever. My fiancĆ© is so loving and excited, but his joy just makes me feel more alone, like Iām living out someone elseās dream instead of my own. Every day is a blur of wedding planning and nursery shopping, and Iām constantly pretending to be thrilled. Deep down, I just want to run away from it all. I feel so guilty for not wanting the closeness he craves, and I keep wondering if Iām just being ungrateful or if Iām ignoring what I really need. Has anyone else felt trapped by the life they thought they wanted? If youāve ever felt checked out in your own relationship, please share your story. Maybe we can help each other figure out what comes next. š¬ #relationshipstruggles #pregnancyjourney #familydilemmas #FamilyRelationships