Why Is Free Time So Hard to Enjoy?

I have this feeling, and I've had this feeling for about 4 years now. There's always this sense of urgency to do the things I need to do. But honestly, maybe puberty just makes everything more confusing, because now I don't even know what I need to do anymore. Why do I need to do anything at all? It's such a curious thing. I get frustrated when I don't have time, but when I finally do, I end up doing nothing. Does anyone else feel this way? Share your thoughts below! #spiritualgrowth #selfreflection #innerjourney #Spirituality