I'm sitting here in our nursery, surrounded by tiny clothes we saved for our second baby, and I can't stop crying 😢 When our son turned 2, we were supposed to start trying again - that was our plan, our dream of a bigger family. But now my husband looks back at those sleepless nights and says he can't do it again. He keeps saying "you hated it too," but that's not how I remember it at all! Yes, parenting was hard, but our little boy is everything to me ❤️ I feel so guilty - was I such a terrible new mom that I broke my husband's spirit? Will our son be lonely as an only child like my father was? 😰 Every time I try to talk about this, my husband shuts down or makes it sound like having kids was a mistake. I don't know how to move forward from this. How do you forgive someone for changing the entire future you planned together? I'm lost and need someone who understands 💭 #secondbaby #familyplanning #marriagestruggles #FamilyRelationships