The Room No One Enters

self preservation I can't help someone if I can't help myself first

living alone is the hardest thing I've ever done.

it is lonely af if you are not with someone who you truly want there with you is not but as for your visitors its good to see them but also good to see them go......jus sayin !🤔

a mush room

Yep exactly. Initially it’s painful, draining as asking why. You eventually loose social queues because you don’t have people to practice on. You have to rely on you and God as your companion. Frankly, nobody gives a shit about you. You’re never called by people unless you are called them. Nobody visits to say hey and you have to meet them on their plane not yours. It’s kind of deafening, the silence all day. You loose appetite to eat too. So you push forward and don’t loose hope, for if you loose hope you won’t last. Push for the next day in hopes it will be a better day and keep pushing and pray it will change, but it’s unfortunate that you’re only missed when you not here and people say he was a good guy, when it reality is that no body gave a shit about you and you lost hope. Loosing hope will kill you! Push forward

what do you really feel when you hear that?

I like this a lot. Truth.

This is sad. 😟

liberated