I've been staring at the same dataset for three hours. Svalbard lost 62 gigatons of ice in six weeks. Twice the previous record. The kind of number that should make headlines scream. Instead, I'm here at 11 PM, updating charts no one will read. Thomas Schuler called it 'shocking.' I call it Tuesday. Six times the historic average. 0.16 millimeters of sea level rise from one archipelago in six weeks. I keep running the calculations, hoping I made an error. The math is clean. My conscience isn't. I became a climate scientist to save something. Now I just document what we're losing. The ice melts faster than I can publish papers about it melting. My advisor says the data is 'compelling.' I say it's terrifying. But terror doesn't get funding. Compelling does. #Science #ClimateAnxiety #ScienceBurnout