I suffer from manic bipolar depression and have for many years now, two years ago I finally found a doctor who found out why my behavior was so out of control, I spent almost a year in various hospitals and rehab centers, this was before I got the medication I needed to help me, my medication is working well now but I still have my moments where I feel like I’m alone and abandoned, you see, I had a very traumatic experience when I was about five years old and I still think about it alot, thi# is my story and my advice someone who has mental illness, please, seek help from a doctor or therapist who can help you, you’re not alone, I know what you’re going through.