I’m so very sorry for your loss…however, there’s absolutely NOTHING WRONG with having a really good and long cry every now and then…just sit down somewhere and just let it all out. It is good to keep your mind active and to have HEALTHY distractions, but you do not ALWAYS have to be strong. Losing a loved one hurts to the very CORE of our souls, so having someone who you can be vulnerable around, is great. But if you don’t feel like you have a person in your life like that, please don’t feel silly (or like something is wrong with you if you feel a crying jag coming on at an inopportune time; just let those feelings (whatever they may be; hurt, anger, fear, guilt, confusion, etc) OUT. You might be surprised by how much BETTER/LIGHTER you feel afterwards. I know it’s probably a lot easier said than done, than done, but PLEASE do not EVER attempt S🌸🌸C🌸🌸E again; it’s NOT worth it, nor is it an answer!!! We love you!!!