I am the only person in a family of drunks that has ever reached out for help. I assume the thought process is, “if I were as bad as Teri….” To accuse me of not getting help is so incredibly offensive. You, of all people know just a bit of the help I’ve sought. The compassionate friends group is probably the most helpful thing I’ve done lately. I think online will be better. I don’t like small talk with strangers. I do have a new therapist that focuses on emdr. Don’t see her until next week, but we’ve talked a lot. I think we’ll work out. So, go play pickle ball or take a step class and then pass judgment on me.