Im finding that hard at times🥰, Ive been going through a refinement season. I use to put everyone before My Father... a lot has happen pass couple years. i was told that my 5 year old has autism. I blamed myself, and didnt want to accept it. i chose work. I would get home around 12 am,. Then on my job i was bleeding so bad, i had to get a hysterectomy, came back to work on my way to work someone tboned me. Ptsd, head injury, sprained neck, migraines, anxiety, depression, short term memory loss.Then i had a stroke loss all ability to move and no brain activity over four hours, but my son called my mom. Glory be to God i walked out in 3 days. Then my baby boy was flown to Johns Hopkins undiagnosed asthma, he was barely making it. my eldest, heart was beating so fast had to send him to E.RIm finding that hard at times🥰, Ive been going through a refinement season. I use to put everyone before My Father... a lot has happen pass couple years. i was told that my 5 year old has autism. I blamed myself, and didnt want to accept it. i chose work. I would get home around 12 am,. Then on my job i was bleeding so bad, i had to get a hysterectomy, came back to work on my way to work someone tboned me. Ptsd, head injury, sprained neck, migraines, anxiety, depression, short term memory loss.Then i had a stroke loss all ability to move and no brain activity over four hours, but my son called my mom. Glory be to God i walked out in 3 days. Then my baby boy was flown to Johns Hopkins undiagnosed asthma, he was barely making it. my eldest, heart was beating so fast had to send him to E.R.... i have to give God all the glory, im not the person i use to be. God needed me to sit down and showed me what matters the most, my family. Since ive been home, my son went from non verbal to talking glory be to God. Ive been working on me. I found out my worth, and loving myself. My boys are my why. And i have the bravest mom on earth. She working to help me and the boys. I cant drive, she take