Never understood why I was never enough not for my parents my kids my partner the ones I picked over myself. The people that claim to care lie or love me me have picked someone else over me time and time again and never thought about how it may effect how I view myself and everyone around me. I isolate myself to avoid bullshit arrogant people liars cheaters he said she said. I’ve come to realization that I will no longer pick others and treat people the same way they treat me.