Let me say to anyone in the first responder sector. Always remember these things that have changed us to give it all constantly have made you someone rare in this society. People will never understand the level of pain confusion and what it takes to mentally cope with all those things. Most people may only be exposed to something that stays with them for the rest of their lives. Just one. While what we do we are exposed to thousands of those moments that we have to cope with yearly. Those events are beyond what any average person could ever imagine. Things that would break normal people with in just a few times of trying to understand what you just seen or just survived. Remember we all in this first responder group know that you individually are a very unique human being. We don’t need anyone to tell us what we are worth. We don’t need to be told we have just made an offense in someone lives or their families lives. We already know what we did and how it was done. No need to be told.