"I'm a Christian. But I've spent twenty years saying 'I'll change tomorrow' while tomorrow keeps showing up and finding me the same." "I'm a Christian. But I talk to God more when I want something than when I've already been given everything." "I'm a Christian. But I'm secretly relieved when bad things happen to people I don't like—and I call it justice instead of rot." "I'm a Christian. But I'm more afraid of what people in this pew think of me than what God actually sees." "I'm a Christian. But I've never really forgiven myself for anything. Not once. I just got better at hiding the shame." "I'm a Christian. But the longest conversation I have all week is still with the person I used to be."