My heart goes out to you. I’ve been there myself and they take a chunk of your heart with them. They give their love so freely and ask only love in return. They live only to please us with unconditional love. I don’t believe most humans are worthy of them. It’s been over ten years since my pup Niki went over the rainbow bridge and I still cry for her. I made it through terminal cancer because I believe (I had to live for her) my pup Niki. BUT!!! Little that she to had cancer too and (she live for me)! She was a true most beautiful angel! That’s why when you spell God backwards it’s dog. Nothing in this universe has greater love then God and dogs. Dogs are a gift from God they are made in Gods image not us. Most humans are incapable of that type of love but dogs are and only them. 🙏🏼🌸💕