i wasnt really close to god i always made excuses to push him away but ever since i got cancer and my family and my girlfriend are teaching me how to get close to him and how beautiful it is to have him in our lifes that God has the last saying how he is so perfect and he loves us no matter what and over anything god has no limits he is my light in my darkness days he always there for me even if i can see him but with a prayer i can feel his warmth I AMEN LOVE GOD#Lamentations_3_23