I love God with all my heart but it's been hard for me to stay sain with my troubles both financially and physically. Being a single mother and having to take care of everything alone has been a struggle, not being able to get a lot of things putting bills on the back burner for little things like gas to get to and from work. I am tired and to ashamed to not be able to not get angry with my children for asking for things I know that I would love to get for them but I can't. And even more angry with myself for saying no today I had to call my utility company and was told that it was too late for an extension until Monday because my check did not deposit yesterday and I didn't have the money to pay tomorrow but God got in the middle of the call All of the situations that I am facing God is in the midst and I am so greatful. so despite what things look like on the outside God carries us through every storm.

I get frustrated with god because I don't understand why he allows things to happen to good people or to little children or animals that are defenseless. but every day I remember that I must trust.I must have the faith to go forward and trust. I'm going through some hard times in my life right now. And all I know is that I have to keep my faith.I don't understand his ways or why he allows things to happen. He is smarter and wiser than me. and it's staying hard to have faith when you're going through hell like you are, sir.I'm sorry, I'll pray for you.I pray for your family.I pray for indiana. lord opened my eyes so I can see what you have in mind.Teach me your way so I can understand and not feel like i'm being picked on or abandoned. lordI pray that you will protect the innocent.And those who need you like this, gentlemen on oxygen. i know you're angry at us for what we've done, and who we've become.Please forgive us and give us mercy for those who turn to you and ask for it.

I love the Lord with all my being,he is the Author and finisher of my Faith my salvation,my redeemer,and my Father. Thank you Lord for all you doing,in providing, Protecting and loving me despite of me being born in sin and shaped in iniquity. For that I trust you and am faithful to you.Your Praises shall continually be in my mouth. Hallelujah 🙏 Amen🙏