I know full well what today is the Anniversary of. I have not been able to give very much though to that horrendous event, even though I still remember how I felt that day. Today on 9/11/26 my only thought is the healing of my wife. she has multiple issues that any one of them could take her from me. I can't begin to even imagine life without her in it. I know God is is faithful t keep His promises. Even though I believe, my faith is struggling. I tried to pray in chapel but could not get words out through the sobs. I know He understands my pain even if I can't verbalize my request to him. I was reminded of a song Warrior is a Child that I listened to so much as a young believer. Sometimes the strongest warriors must shed their armor and cry out to their Lord. As a side note this picture was taken from the hospital's parking garage. While a storm was forming south of us moving away, this rainbow formed to the north. If I had kept my eyes on the storm I would have missed it.