Back to Work After 10 Years: Excited or Just Terrified?
Tomorrow, I start my first job in over a decade, and honestly, I can’t tell if I’m more excited or just plain terrified. After years of managing my bipolar disorder and finally feeling stable, I thought I’d be ready for this. But now that it’s real, my nerves are through the roof.
The job itself is perfect for me—great hours, solid pay, and even a friend in the office. Still, I can’t shake the fear that I’ll mess up or that my old habits will come back to haunt me. I’ve got my outfit ready, my bag packed, and even dyed my hair to feel fresh, but my anxiety is winning tonight.
Has anyone else felt this paralyzing fear before starting over? How did you cope with the first-day jitters and the pressure to prove yourself after so long away? I could really use some advice right now. 😬👜
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