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You Thought “Wait on the Lord” Meant Be Patient. It Didn’t.

Most of us were taught that “waiting on the Lord” means staying calm. Don’t complain. Don’t rush God. So we sit quietly, anxious on the inside, telling ourselves this is what faith looks like. But the Hebrew word qavah doesn’t mean passive waiting. It means to twist together. Like strands of rope pulled tight under pressure. Biblical waiting is not sitting still. It’s tension. It’s holding on while something inside you is being stretched. If you’ve ever felt tired of waiting, irritated with God, or quietly resentful that nothing seems to move— that isn’t a failure of faith. That is qavah doing its work. You’re not weak for feeling the strain. You’re being woven into something stronger than comfort ever could. #BibleStudy #HebrewWord #FaithAfter50 #ChristianDepth #SpiritualFatigue #WaitingOnGod

You Thought “Wait on the Lord” Meant Be Patient. It Didn’t.
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To anyone who feels quietly resentful toward God

I never shouted at God. That felt disrespectful. What I felt was resentment—the kind you swallow and carry for years. Then I noticed something in the story of Jonah. He doesn’t just disobey. He resents God for being too merciful. In Hebrew, Jonah says he knew God would be compassionate, and that knowledge makes him angry. The Bible doesn’t soften Jonah’s bitterness. It records it in detail. Resentment, here, isn’t ignorance. It’s the frustration of someone who understands God’s character and still struggles with it. If resentment lives in you today, you’re not faithless. You’re wrestling with God’s goodness the same way Jonah did—and Scripture lets that tension remain unresolved. #FaithAndResentment #Jonah #BiblicalTruth #SpiritualHonesty #ChristianDepth

To anyone who feels quietly resentful toward God
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To anyone who feels disappointed with God but won’t say it

I never said I was angry with God. Anger felt too aggressive. What I felt was quieter than that. Disappointment. Then I noticed how Moses speaks in Numbers 11. He doesn’t curse God. He tells Him, plainly, “Why have you treated your servant so badly?” In Hebrew, it’s not poetic. It’s blunt. Administrative. Almost tired. Scripture doesn’t treat Moses as rebellious here. It treats him as overwhelmed. Disappointment, in the Bible, is often the voice of someone who stayed faithful longer than they had strength for. If you feel let down today, you’re not betraying God. You’re standing where many faithful people stood—still speaking, because the relationship is real enough to risk honesty. #FaithAndDisappointment #Moses #BiblicalHonesty #ChristianDepth #EmotionalFaith

To anyone who feels disappointed with God but won’t say it
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