I Tracked Hybrids for a Decade. No One Listened
I remember the first time I saw those termites pairing off. I wrote it down, flagged it, told my PI. He nodded, but the grant reviewers didn’t care. Ten years later, the hybrids are everywhere, and I’m still here, collecting samples that look wrong, running PCRs that confirm what I already knew.
Every year, another swarm. Every year, another warning email no one reads. I watch the data pile up, the urgency slip away. I’m supposed to feel vindicated, but mostly I just feel tired. I keep asking myself if it matters that I noticed first, if it matters at all.
Sometimes I think the termites are the only ones multiplying.
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