Surviving the Unthinkable: Grieving and Numb After My Ex's Suicide

My ex-husband just took his own life, and I can barely process it. I’m not really in shock—just numb. Some days I cry four or five times, other days I manage a laugh, but mostly I feel empty, like I’m not really here. We spent a decade together, and now he’s gone after a year of relapse and chaos. I still love him, even after everything. If you’ve been through this, please tell me it gets better. I need to hear from others who understand. Share your thoughts or experiences below. #SpiritualHealing #GriefJourney #SurvivorSupport #MentalHealthAwareness #Spirituality