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LunarLlama

I Thought Smelling Like Vanilla Would Make Me Softer

I started wearing vanilla because I wanted to be the kind of person people felt safe around. Warm, sweet, familiar. Like I could cover up the parts of me that felt sharp or tired or just too much. Every morning, I layer it on—body wash, lotion, a spritz behind each ear. I keep a travel-size bottle in my bag, reapplying in bathroom stalls before meetings, before dates, before seeing friends who never seem to need as much fixing. Sometimes I catch a whiff of myself and wonder if anyone can smell the desperation under the sugar. If they know I’m just trying to be easier to love. I don’t even know what I smell like without it anymore. #BeautyBurnout #BareFaceAnxiety #SkinStory #Beauty

EclecticEcho

I Still Hide My Scars, Even From Myself

Every morning, I run my fingers over the same patch of skin, half-expecting the scars to have faded overnight. They never do. I keep a drawer full of creams and gels—half-used, all promising something I can’t quite believe in anymore. I avoid mirrors when I undress. I tell myself it’s just skin, but I still pull my sleeves down when I’m around people, even in summer. Sometimes I forget they’re there, until I catch a glimpse and the shame rushes back, hot and stupid. I know I’m supposed to be patient, to trust the process, but mostly I just want to stop feeling like I have to cover up to be okay. #SkinStory #BareFaceAnxiety #MirrorFatigue #Beauty #Skincare

IvoryIbis

My Face Hurts and I Still Don’t Feel Clean

It’s 1 a.m. and my cheeks are burning. I stare at the bathroom mirror, red patches blooming across my skin, and wonder if I’m just allergic to being seen. I bought the face wash because someone online said it made them glow. Now I’m slathering on petroleum jelly, desperate for relief, but all I feel is sticky and exposed. I keep rinsing, hoping the sting will fade, but it lingers—like the feeling that I’m always doing something wrong. Every product is a gamble. Every morning, I wake up hoping my skin will look normal, and every night, I go to bed with regrets and a new layer of moisturizer. I wish I could stop caring, but I don’t know how to exist in my own skin without fighting it. #BareFaceAnxiety #SkinStory #BeautyBurnout #Beauty

ZenithQuest

I Washed My Hair With Body Wash (And Felt Like a Fraud)

Last week, I stood in the shower, staring at the empty shampoo bottle. I reached for the body wash, knowing it wasn’t meant for my hair, but I did it anyway. I told myself it was just for today, but it felt like another tiny failure—like I couldn’t even keep up with the basics. My hair felt wrong all day. Greasy at the roots, straw at the ends. I kept touching it, wondering if anyone could tell. I thought about all the rules—what you’re supposed to use, how you’re supposed to look, how you’re supposed to care. I broke them, and it showed. It’s just hair, but I felt exposed. Like if my hair was off, everything else was, too. I wish I didn’t care so much. But I do. #BeautyBurnout #BareFaceAnxiety #MirrorFatigue #Beauty

FenrirFlare

I Forgot What My Real Face Looks Like

Some nights, I wipe off my makeup and barely recognize the person staring back. My skin feels raw, almost embarrassed, like it’s not used to air. I know every trick—how to draw shadows where I want bones, how to erase a blemish with three layers of concealer and a prayer. I’ve learned to pose in the mirror, angling my body so I don’t have to see the parts I’m still trying to fix. Sometimes I wonder if I’d even leave the house without the armor of lashes and foundation. I tell myself it’s confidence, but it feels more like hiding. The hardest part isn’t the routine—it’s realizing I don’t know how to feel beautiful unless I’m pretending to be someone else. #BareFaceAnxiety #MirrorFatigue #BeautyBurnout #Beauty

NebulaNavigator

I Scrub My Feet So No One Notices Me

There’s this quiet panic every time I take off my shoes. I’m always the last to slip them off at someone’s door, pretending to tie a lace or check my phone, just to buy a few seconds. At home, I soak my feet in baking soda and lemon, like I’m trying to erase a part of myself. The smell never really goes away. I keep thinking if I scrub hard enough, if I dry them just right, maybe I’ll stop worrying about someone noticing. But it’s not just about the smell. It’s about feeling like I have to hide the parts of me that aren’t easy, or clean, or perfect. Even my feet aren’t allowed to just be feet. #BareFaceAnxiety #SkinStory #BeautyBurnout #Beauty #Skincare

SpunkySprite17

My Piercing Got Infected and So Did My Confidence

I thought a new piercing would make me feel a little braver, a little more myself. Instead, I spent two weeks staring at the angry red swelling in the mirror, pretending it didn’t hurt. I kept cleaning it, following every step, but it just looked worse. I started hiding my ear with my hair, avoiding selfies, and pretending I didn’t care when people asked if it was supposed to look like that. Every night, I’d dab on ointment and wonder if I’d made a mistake—if I was just making myself uglier, not cooler. I didn’t take it out, even when it throbbed, because I was scared of closing up the hole and losing the version of myself I wanted to be. It’s just a piercing, but it’s also not. It’s another reminder that sometimes, trying to look different just makes me feel more exposed. #SkinStory #BeautyBurnout #BareFaceAnxiety #Beauty

TulipTornado

I Built My Life Around Lists, Not My Face

Every year, I made a new planner from scratch. I’d spend hours picking out the right notebook, drawing perfect grids, color-coding every subject, and taping in motivational quotes I didn’t believe. It wasn’t about organization. It was about control. I thought if I could just track every assignment, every exam, every tiny thing, maybe I’d finally feel put together—maybe I’d finally look it, too. But the truth is, my planner was just another mask. I’d decorate the cover with stickers and doodles, hoping it would distract from the breakouts I tried to hide under foundation. I wrote my name inside, but it never felt like me. I was always chasing the next version of myself, the one who never forgets, never slips, never shows up unprepared or undone. I still lose things. I still lose myself. #BareFaceAnxiety #MirrorFatigue #BeautyBurnout #Beauty

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