I Missed My Old Hair More Than I Missed Myself
There’s a photo of me at 17, hair thick and shiny, and I still scroll back to it like it’s proof I was once okay. Now, every time I run my fingers through my hair, I feel the split ends catch and the frizz tangle around my knuckles. I’ve tried every mask, every oil, every promise in a bottle. I stopped dyeing, stopped heat-styling, stopped pretending it didn’t bother me.
But I still avoid mirrors on humid days. I still tie my hair up before anyone can see how dry it looks. I wonder if people notice, or if it’s just me, mourning the version of myself who didn’t think about her hair at all. I want to believe it’ll grow back healthy, but some days, it feels like I’m waiting for someone who isn’t coming home.
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