I Only Feel Put Together When My Nails Are Perfect
Every time I chip a nail, I feel like something in me cracks too. I sit at my desk, scraping off old polish, trying to erase the week—like maybe if my nails look clean, I will too.
I spend an hour painting careful white lines, holding my breath, hating how shaky my hands get. I tell myself it’s just a little self-care, but really, I’m terrified of anyone seeing my bare, uneven nails. I don’t remember when I started caring this much, but now I can’t stop.
Sometimes I wonder if I’d still feel like myself if I let them go. Or if I’d just feel exposed, unfinished, and a little bit lost.
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