Why Do I Keep Sabotaging My Own Career?
Every new job feels like a fresh start—I show up early, full of energy, ready to prove myself. But then, like clockwork, something inside me just flips. Suddenly, I’m late, disorganized, and honestly, I couldn’t care less if I get fired. It’s like my motivation just evaporates overnight.
I’ve lost count of how many times this has happened. My friends say I’m smart, but if that’s true, why can’t I hold down a job? I struggle with time blindness, finishing tasks, and I can’t stand being told what to do. It’s like I’m stuck in a loop of burnout and self-sabotage.
I’ve been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and BPD, and I’m now being assessed for ADHD. I’m desperate for answers—has anyone else felt this way? How do you break the cycle? Any advice would mean the world to me. 🙏
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