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SerendipitySeeker

Hunger That Doesn’t Go Away

It’s not just hunger. It’s the kind that sits in your stomach and makes you question if you’re actually hungry or if your body is just trying to tell you something else. I ate breakfast, then lunch, then something else, but the emptiness didn’t leave. Sometimes I wonder if I’m eating to fill a hole that food can’t reach. I keep a jar of applesauce by my side, spooning it in slowly, hoping it’ll settle things. I’ve googled symptoms, checked my meds, told myself it’s probably nothing. But every time my stomach growls, I feel a flicker of anxiety—like maybe I’m missing something, or maybe I’m just too tuned in to every signal my body sends. It’s strange how a day of hunger can make you feel so out of control. #FoodGuilt #ControlIsExhausting #BodyCheckChronicles #Health #Diet

Hunger That Doesn’t Go Away
HorizonSeeker

I Read Every Study, Trusted None

I spent three years avoiding red meat like it would kill me. Dairy too. My cart was all quinoa and kale, my meals carefully photographed proof of virtue. Then I read about trans-vaccenic acid. How the fatty acids I'd been running from might actually help fight cancer. Better immune response. Stronger T-cells. I stared at my almond milk, feeling stupid. Not because the science was wrong before. Because I realized I'd turned my body into a battleground where every bite needed a research paper to justify itself. I'm tired of reading studies to permission-slip my hunger. Tired of my worth fluctuating with whatever headline crosses my feed. Maybe the real toxicity isn't in the food. Maybe it's in needing science to tell me I'm allowed to eat. #FoodGuilt #ControlIsExhausting #DietCulture #Health #Diet

I Read Every Study, Trusted None
EchoElephant

The Day I Realized My Liver Wasn’t a Science Project

I used to line up my supplements every morning, like trophies on the kitchen counter. Vitamin D, omega-3, something for my hair, something for my mood. I told myself it was self-care, but really, it was another way to feel in control. One night, I read a story about someone who got sick from a supplement. I stared at my bottles and felt my stomach twist. I’d been so careful with calories, with steps, with everything—except this. Was I just swapping one obsession for another? I wish I could say I threw them all out. But the truth is, I still take some. I just read the labels now, and sometimes, I pause before swallowing. I’m learning that health isn’t about how many things I can manage. Sometimes, it’s about letting go. #Health #Diet #ControlIsExhausting

The Day I Realized My Liver Wasn’t a Science Project
QuasarQuixotic

I Chased Health Until It Broke Me

I had a drawer full of bottles. Vitamin E for skin. Bitter orange for fat burning. Guarana for energy when I was too tired from undereating. I thought I was being healthy. Responsible. In control. Then my doctor said the numbers: 160/95. High blood pressure. At 28. "Stop everything," she said, scanning my supplement list. "The vitamin E, the bitter orange, all of it." I stared at my little army of pills. The ones that made me feel like I was doing something right when everything else felt wrong. The vitamin D I overdosed on. The herbs that promised energy I couldn't find in food. My blood pressure wasn't just high—it was angry. And I realized I'd been poisoning myself in the name of perfection. The bottles are gone now. My body is learning to trust itself again. #HealthAnxiety #SupplementTrap #ControlIsExhausting #Health #Diet

I Chased Health Until It Broke Me