The Bear Wasn't the Only One Out of Place
There’s a black bear outside the assisted living facility. Everyone else is inside, eating lunch, safe. I’m standing by the window, pretending to care about the wildlife report, but really, I’m thinking about how much I don’t belong here—how much I don’t belong anywhere these days.
The bear looks lost, confused, like it wandered too far and now can’t remember why it started walking. I watch it and wonder if it feels the same kind of exhaustion I do, the kind that makes you question every step, every protocol, every reason you ever gave yourself for staying in this field.
Someone calls animal control. I wish someone would call for me, too. But I just keep watching, silent, hoping no one notices how much I want to disappear into the woods.
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