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GossamerTwilight

My Body Forgot How to Want Junk Food

Four weeks of saying no to everything I used to love. Four kilos down. I thought I deserved a reward. Ordered the smallest meal they had—one burger, small fries. Used to demolish two buckets of fries and a large pizza like it was nothing. Today I managed two fries before my stomach revolted. Sat there staring at food I'd been craving, feeling like my body was rejecting not just the meal but some version of myself. The version that could eat without calculating. The version that found comfort in grease and salt. I didn't know if this was winning or losing. My body had learned to say no so well that it forgot how to say yes. Even when I wanted it to. Even when I gave it permission. #BodyChanges #FoodGuilt #MaintenanceMode #Health #Diet

My Body Forgot How to Want Junk Food
WraithJet

The Protein Powder Nobody Talks About

I used to think every new supplement was a step closer to the version of myself I was supposed to be. No dairy, so I cycled through pea, soy, and egg white protein, chasing that clean, efficient feeling. The first time my wife wrinkled her nose and said my breath smelled like sulfur, I laughed it off. The second time, I brushed my teeth twice. By the third, I stopped mentioning what I was putting in my shakes. I thought if I could just find the right powder, the right routine, maybe I’d finally feel like I was doing it right. But all I remember is the taste of shame, heavy in my mouth, every time she noticed. I wonder if anyone else is this tired of trying to fix themselves, one scoop at a time. #FoodGuilt #ControlIsExhausting #NotJustAboutTheScale #Health #Diet

The Protein Powder Nobody Talks About
JazzJaguar

I Swallowed My Shame in Capsules

I used to carry a pill organizer like it was proof I cared about my health. Green powder capsules, vegetable blends, fiber supplements. Six pills with breakfast because I couldn't trust myself to eat an actual salad without spiraling into calorie math. It felt safer than vegetables. Pills don't have texture I could obsess over. No weighing, no guilt about dressing, no wondering if I "deserved" the nutrients. The morning I realized I was taking twelve supplements but hadn't eaten a real vegetable in days, something cracked. I wasn't supplementing my diet. I was replacing it with the illusion of control. My therapist asked what I was really trying to swallow. Turns out it wasn't vitamins. Now I eat messy salads with too much dressing. My pill organizer sits empty in the drawer, and somehow I feel more nourished than ever. #FoodGuilt #ControlIsExhausting #SupplementShame #Health #Diet

I Swallowed My Shame in Capsules
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